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These are my poems, all original, all MINE!!!!!!!!! DON'T STEAL THEM, CUZ I KNOW THEY'RE GOOD, LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah, I got permission from my cuz to put one of hers on, check it out, it rocks!

That little space
There's that one little space
That little crawling space
Where you feel so small
Like everyone looks down on you
Like you're not even there
That little space
Mine is in my heart
Mine is in my life
It's just there
It's That little small space
Everyone has that space
It's just there
You can't hide it
And you can't hide from it
It's not possible
Because it's that little space
Baby face
That baby face
I can't live without it
It's what keeps me comfortable
When I'm around you
Just you looking at me
Makes me feel like nothing can go wrong
Being close to you
Touching you
Listening to you breathe
The way you talk to me
The way you calm me down
Just the way you are
You are so nice to me
I don't think I deserve it
But you don't care
You just care about me
At least I hope you do
Do you?
You got that cute little
Baby Face
Too hurt to cry
I feel the pain
I feel the tear
but it won't come out
that helpless cry
It's not there
I want to so bad
but it just won't work
My heart's in two
but it's too hurt to shed a tear
This pain is so piercing
but I just can't cry
It just hurts so bad
It's all one big lie
Just the way you always looked at me
Then you tell me this
It's not fair
It's not right
It's not true
You can't be doing what you think
It's just not true
There's no way on this earth
You are doing what you think
because
when you aren't kissing me
You look at me
and the way you look
gives me warmth inside
but knowing that you don't feel it
makes me feel hurt
too hurt to cry......
I wish you would try
You just don't understand
no matter how much I wish you did
I just wish you would care for me
like I care for you
All you ever say to me
is all well
or something like that
and it bothers me to know
that you can't just show
the slightest bit
of care for me
I just feel
like you don't even bother
to notice me
standing there
waiting for you to relize
just waiting
and waiting
as I watch my friends live their lives
They find the people they love
and I found mine
but I guess it's just that
they think I'm hard to find
It might not be
then again it might
but the only way to know
is to try
and make it work
Just to try
that's all I want
I know we have before
but that wasn't trying
that was testing
I wish we could be like some people
and work this all out
and not fight
or abuse our feelings
I wish you would try
Just to find out if it is right
I'll be here for you
Oh come on
We're best friends
fighting happens too
Just because we fight
Don't mean we are not friends
You're my best friend
and nothing comes before you
I'll always try to be there for you
but there are times when I won't
You will need to adjust
What if I died
Which I feel like I'm going to do
I've been real sick
It won't go away
I might not be there for you
and all you do is yell
You tell me things
I don't need to hear
Not at this point in time
You yell and fluster
and go all out
but you know how I feel
You know that I'm sick
and that my heart aches
It's not that I'm emotionally hurt
it's all physical and true
I cough alot
It hurts so bad
I can taste the blood
but no matter what
I will force myself
just to be alive with you
Just don't understand
There are some people in this world
Who just don't understand
The lifes of others
Might not be the best they can
Some people treat others
The way they feel inside
Hoping to make themselves feel better
They just don't understand
What that person might be going through
That, that person may die the very next day
They just don't understand
That the one they tease each day
Is going through a devorce
They can not bare to withstand
They just don't understand that
The one they call a hoe
Is being beaten secretly
She hides it at all costs
But some people see
But the one's that don't
See right through her well being
So just remember that
If you don't understand
Why someone is being treated bad
Don't treat them bad as well
I should know
The Final Goodbye -by-Jana Elizabeth Braden (my loving cousin)
I love you so very much
This will always be true.
Life may not always seem right,
But we're stuck together like glue.
You are part of my family,
I will always hold you dear.
To even think of losing you,
Fills my heart with fear.
So please just remember,
And please always try,
To keep more love than anything,
Because we can't predict,
The final goodbye.
 
   
 

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